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Wednesday, June 23, 2004

How could anyone feel more overwhelmed than when catastrophic disease strike down your parents and you have deal with two separated families?

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Physical and emotional pain are hard to beat, especially when they are slugging you upside the head all at one time.
It is 5 AM Dallas time and feels like 3 AM with the two hour difference from San Diego. I am exhausted beyond recognition, even after sleeping for 5 hours. With all that is going on, deep restful sleep seems only a dream from the past. After working from 7 AM to midnight for the past four days at the "Internet Marketing Super Conference" by Carl Galletti, in Las Vegas, exhaustion is reality, hopefully not my permanet fate.

Few people realize just how much work goes into creating a successful conference.
When you are responsible for the computer, software, remote pointer, wireless connection and LCD projector, the responsibility is huge. Almost every speaker is dependent on their PowerPoint presentation running smoothly. This is critical since their performance is being video and audio recorded. Any glitch has huge impact on the entire event and the educational product being created by the seminar creators.

The computer geek arrives before anyone arrives and is the last to leave.
Setting up the computer, LDC projector, electronic pointer and connections to the cameras is a mind-boggling exercise in frustration. Every cord and wire is critical. The amount of mental concentraion is awesome. When you take into consideration I am also taking digital and 35 mm photos of the speakers and attendees, the complexity rises to a level beyond imagining.

Optimal nutrition is the only way to compensate for massive doses of coffee, Diet Coke, beef jerky, Snickers bars and chocolate.
Yes, you guessed it...cottage cheese for breakfast, lunch and dinner with junk food breaks. To compensate for all the caffeine and junk food, I chug down liquid vitamins with Mangosteen and essential minerals from New Vision International.

Everyone is astounded that I can drink a green mixture that looks like slime composed of SuperFood from Right Solutions and SuperGreens from New Vision mixed in a large-mouthed water bottle.
Instead of popping drugs, my new addiction is 2 grams of Vitamin C in the form of Super Gram IIIs by Alacer Corporation every hour. To chase the green slime and honkingly big Vitamin C pills, I power down water laced with Alacer's Emergen-C powdered Vitamin C mixed with ascorbates and MSN.

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Did I hear you say "Yuck!" through my computer speakers?
I know, I know. How could any intellingent person gag down these weird concoctions? After 40 years of health research, I have found what really works well during times requiring maximum mental and physical performance. When the pressure is on and it is time to perform, it is critical to know how to mix your poisons with compensating elements.

I used to be a health purist, but that preoccupation with the fiction of a pure mind and body was slaughtered by the reality of living in the real world.
When youth was my ally and middle age only a nightmare in the future, the cares of the world were not as overwhelming.

The new reality is do whatever it takes to keep going, do my job and take care of my family.
Since drugs are no longer an option, optimal health is the only way to survive and triumph over the trials and tribulations of life. Failure is not an option. Heart attack, stoke and cancer are not the type of friendly neighbors you want to come visit.

An entire day was wasted in travel from Las Vegas to Dallas and you wonder why I am behind in everything, including this blog.
Vice President Cheney put flights behind two hours when he flew into Las Vegas. I was hoping to get on an earlier flight to Dallas, to start packing. My mind was so fragmented, all I could do was read magazines about computer technologies.

Don't laugh...reading about computers and gadgets is relaxing and exciting for a true Geekhead for 50 years.
Oh, if only I had a cup of strong coffee, my laptop humming away and some Babyboomer music playing in the background I would be in heaven. What a dream of happiness...time to surf the web and pound away at my keyboard. Leisure time is only a brilliant memory.

Janet was so furious with me, death or torture would have been my lot in life if I had been in her presence when I told her it was easier to sell off all the furniture and wall-hangings than put it in storage.
Wow! I had no clue how much different women feel about material posessions than men. When I arrived home at 10 PM Monday night, it was over 90 degrees in the apartment. Air conditioning...Ah, the bliss of air conditioning...what a luxury. I quickly turned it on to maximum freezing power, only to find out it produced hot air. While we were gone, the air conditioner crapped out.

It was like a hurricane in the tropics had hit the apartment, as possessions lay all over the floor roasting in the warm, humid heat.
I was sweating like a pig in a barbacue pit. Can I say it too loudly..."Material possessions are a pain!!!!!" I called Janet and said, "I am selling all the furniture and everything anyone will buy. I don't want to move anything one foot further than I have to." Silence, pure unadulteraed silence came from the other side of the the continent. Had I said something politically incorrect or emotionally insensitive?

Janet was speechless, shocked and furious at my lack of emotional involvement with possessions gained in the last 5 years of turmoil, toil and trouble.
How could I be so unemotional while dealing with our beloved possessions accumulated over the life of our 8 year marriage. Of course, all our precious possessions were now a gigantic headache to me but not to her. Every item was precious in her sight...stimulating memories of events, reliving them as if they were today...invoking so many special thought and emotions.

My only thought was "How could I pack and move all this junk in a few days."
My heart ached from missing my dad! I am so concerned he is still paralyzed on the left side and cannot swallow...still trapped in the conventional medical hospital by a system that is phenomenal at crisis care but slow in restoring health. I wanted to be with him, praying he will still be alive when I return to San Diego.

My entire focus will be to share with you what I have learned through intensive study and massive amounts of trial and error on how to compensate for the pleasures and stresses of life.
When I get home and after I see how my dad is doing and visit with him I will get to work on my step-by-step guide on what I do to stay alive and well. After all, do you want to be a vegetable, trapped in a hospital bed penetrated by tubes. The answer is simple. No! NO! NO! Neither do I. Now that my dad is suffering through the sheer agony of catastrophic disease, I am experiencing it first-hand through him. Definitely, this is not the trail of my desire.

I guess this is how you write when exhaustion is you best pal.
Sorry I am all over the page with this blog and don't have time to keep you updated every day. A tired body and exhausted mind wanders. The light is filling the room and it is time to battle with possessions.

To Be Continued...

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Why do events often spiral out of control when our heart is breaking.

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My heart aches when I cannot be with my dad as he fights for survival.
Sometimes, promises we make conflict with reality. I promised Carl Galleti that I would run the speaker powerpoints and take photos at his Internet Marketing Super Conference in Las Vegas. I had to prepare June 15 and June 16 to do my job.

Mom's birthday was on Wednesday, the day I had to fly to Las Vegas and my heart was breaking.
If only I could have celebrated this special day. We almost lost her 60 days ago, when she came down with pneumonia and congestive heart failure.

I love her so much that emotional conflict was at a maximum this entire day.
There is a huge problem with making a living. During this difficult time I want to spend as much time with my beloved parents as I can.

It could be their last days.
Because of the the importance of making a living, I may not be their to hold their hands and provide solace for their final moments..but I pray this is not the end of their days.

My day had to go into the more sophisticated hospital again to have the feeding tube adjusted.
The amount of pain and suffering is beyond belief....the twiligt zone of emotional pain. I am having such a hard time seeing dad plumbed with lines wandering off to different machines.

My agony at having to leave for the conference at this critical time tested my honor.
I had given my word to Carl and I needed to follow through. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done.

I saw dad for a few moments before I had to leave.
Luckily, he was able to sign mom's birthday card. I left it on her bed just before the cab took me to the airport.

"If only, if only, if only?" keeps flashing through my mind.
I pray my dad will survive until I return from the conference. I work from 7 AM to midnight each day. Taking photos and running the computers is a time consuming and stressing job. With my dad suffering, it is everything I can do to focus.

Why is it that when people learn about my family crisis they tell me about the death and disabilities of their parents?
Their tales of woe make me cry for their suffering and mine. We are bonded by emotinal pain and fear about what will happen in the near future. My heart is with my mom and dad, but my body trapped in Las Vegas.

It really creates a ton of emotional conflict when I know I won't be able to see dad and mom in the flesh until next week.
I have to fly back to Dallas after the conference. Exhausted totally will be my reality on Monday. 4-5 hours of sleep each night this week is not enough.

Time to put all of our possessions in storage and lives on hold.
I am not looking forward to packing all our possessions in the heat of a Dallas summer. The long, wild ride over 1500 miles, in the 100 degree summer heat without air-conditioning will be an experience.

I just pray dad will survive until then.
I wish the doctors were already using the critical healing and life saving devices I will be bringing with me back to San Diego. Why can not the conventional doctors and pharmaceutical companies be more open-minded and compassionate. The financial bottom line is not the most important thing in life.

Life is so frustrating when you can not help your loved ones when they are suffering.
When I get home, my first step will be to share with you all the things to keep you and your family members from going down this terrible trail. I will share all of Janet's and my secrets about health, that we have learned from the pioneers of Alternative Medicine in the Hall Of Fame.
To Be Continued....

Sunday, June 13, 2004


Mom and I are very similar emotionally and intellectually. Posted by Hello

Jane and I are almost energy opposites. Posted by Hello

Overall mom and dad are only 15%...almost perfect opposites. Posted by Hello

You can see we travel the same physical energy path.  Posted by Hello

How is it possible to deal with life's tragedies?

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Have you ever wondered why your relationships with certain people in your life are more intense?
As my dad suffers through the humiliation and depression of being trapped in a hospital bed, I know why it affects me so much. 1. He is my dad and I love him very much. 2. We travel along a similar physical energy path according to biorhythm theory.

When you look at the similarity of our physical biorhythm pathway, you begin to understand why I personally experience my dad's pain.
We travel the same physical energy path...100% compatibility. When he is low on energy or high, so am I. On the days when the energy crosses over the center critical line, bottoms out or peaks, we are unstable together.

During my lifetime, we experienced major conflicts because our emotional and intellectual cycles are almost opposites.
Even though we were the same physically, it was difficult to relate emotionally and intellectually. Our emotional and intellectual energy levels were very different.

My chosen life path was exactly the opposite recommended by my dad.
He said, "Follow in his footsteps. Get a steady job. It does not matter whether you like it or not. Marry a woman you love. Then have kids. Love them. Invest in their education. Buy a home because it will appreciate."

I did none of these.
My focus was health and desperately searching for things that made me feel better. Few could relate to the physical and emotional suffering that was my daily lot in life.

A 99-pound weakling does not get much sympathy from anyone, especially other kids.
Born three months premature, weighing only 3 pounds 8 ounces, the image of "Tom Thumb" was my reality.
Other kids were so cruel. They made fun of my scrawny body, big nose and gigantic ears.

My diet consisted of candy, donuts and Coke.
This terrible diet was funded by collecting pop bottles that had a 3 cent bounty for the small and 5 cents for the large bottles. At that time, everyone though sugar, fat and caffeine was fine as the all-American diet. It is no wonder my body did not grow or heal at a normal rate.

At an early age, the dentist pumped my mouth full of mercury amalgam fillings.
Some health researchers believe your health only has to decline by 25% before your teeth begin to rot inside your mouth. This was my reality.

Every six months, the trip to the dentist was a dreaded event.
At least 3-4 teeth needed new fillings. I hated the needle and Novocain, drilling and filling was a nightmare. Every night before the forced visit, I tossed and turned and sweated in fear of what the morning would bring. After a while, I refused the Novocain and grimly battled the hideous pain of drilling...torture beyond description.

As the fillings increased, the stranger I became psychologically...severe depression and allergies my miserable fate in life.
Last year, I finally had my body levels of mercury checked...they were completely off the charts. This was surprising since I had all the amalgams removed in the early 90s. Mercury toxicity and disrupting the acupuncture meridians related to each tooth were partially to blame for my youthful psychosis.

My poor diet, hormonal imbalances and pesticide exposure contributed greatly to my non-existent immune system and severe depression.
I will discuss my health path in the "Biorhythm Chronicles" in the near future as the events of taking care of dad and mom even out. It is important to go all the way back to life in the womb to understand why poor health plagued my life.

In second grade, right after receiving the Polio vaccine my eyesight deteriorated to almost legally blind.
There was only one style of glasses back then...black horn-rimmed glasses. Over the years, my peers kept telling me I was the model for "Mr. Potato Head" or Alfred E. Newman in "Mad Comics."

As the quintessential nerd, life was pretty miserable.
Since I looked like my dad when he was young, I hated my image...wished I was dead. My only refuge was reading books and comics.

The irony of my eyesight was that I had perfect vision for one foot.
After this distance, everything was a blur. Books became my world...fantasy my reality. I dreamed about the super heroes...wishing I was one.

This fantasy world filled my mind as my grades continued to suffer.
It wasn't that I was dumb, but only extremely hyperactive...perhaps an undiagnosed ADDHD child, before it was discovered. Often I though, "If only I had muscles and super powers, people would be nice to me."

My only solace was mom and books about real and fictional heroes.
We were very similar emotionally and intellectually. It seemed like our thoughts and attitudes were the same. Our bond was incredible. Take a look at our biorhythm compatibility. The similarity is amazing.

My dad soon became angry at me because of my attitude toward him.
Our perspectives and paths were so different. We could not agree on anything...upset with each other most of the time. Of course, I rebelled against everything he stood for...delighted in making him angry with my strange choices, bizarre attitude and preoccupation with fantasy.

Once I learned about biorhythms in 1970, my life and relationships with my parents suddenly made a lot of sense.
My daily journals were invaluable as my study in the effectiveness of biorhythms progressed at a rapid rate. Soon, I began to understand the unique relationships with my parents and others prominent in my life.

You either marry your mother or father.
Do opposites really attract in marriage and relationships? If you look at compatibility scores between my mom an dad and Janet and myself, it is obvious I married a surrogate for my dad. We both married opposites, to complete our own weaknesses. We decided the more difficult path of working on our own insufficiencies, as did mom and Janet.

PS Here is a link to a biorhythm software program I use:
Science Biorhythms


To Be Continued...

Saturday, June 12, 2004


This is my biorhythm chart for May and June. I just recently went through a triple biorhythm low and high in May. Posted by Hello

My personal biorhythms are low and I am having a hard time keeping positive!

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Sometimes, it is hard to keep a positive attitude when things are not going according to my life-plan!
I know. I know! Events occur daily that have nothing to do with my own personal projected path in life. Everything was going great. Then everything changed when mom an dad got sick.

Who would have ever imagined both parents would have quality of life threatening diseases within 60 days.
This issue keeps circling around inside my mind, like a broken CD playing the same song over and over again. To fight against the way things are in reality is not wise, but I continue to ask "What if." The is not healthy. It shows I want to live in the past and dont't want to face reality.

Low biorhythms seems to be contributing to my lethargy and dissatisfaction with this time and space.
After studying and using biorhythms to my benefit for over 34 years, I realize now is not my most effective writing time. My physical, emotional, intellectual and intuition cycles are in the recuperation state. I did not feel like working on the blog for the last three days.

From past experiences, my best strategy would be to rest and recuperate.
But, in this blog it is important to see the range of emotions that individuals experience when their moms and dads are ill. I don't know anyone who is positive all the time...having victory over all the trials and tribulations of life. Only phonies say they are not affected by the ups and downs of life.

Choosing to be happy is sometimes so hard, it is not worth the effort.
If things are occurring in your life that are an extreme challenge to your positive attitude, sometimes it is better just to experience grief and get over it...at how your life has changed. If you remain positive all the time, people around you think you are very strange at best or insane at worst...a robot or some type of alien.

The last two days I was having an extremely tough time.
My dad consciously or unconsciously pulled his nasal feeding tube out AGAIN. He still cannot swallow and the tube is his life line. But, having a tube down your nose obviously sucks big time. Wouldn't you want to pull it out also?

On the way back from the more comprehensive hospital where he got the tube reinserted again, the attendants in the ambulance thought my dad was dead.
His breathing was so shallow, they assumed it was "curtains." Luckily, there was a respiratory therapist in the ambulance. She hooked him up to pure oxygen and he recovered immediately.

Why can't they keep dad on oxygen all the time.
Oxygen pulled my mom out of her congestive heart failure. When people are close to death, the first thing they give them is oxygen. Why wait until they are almost dead?

I breathe oxygen all the time, just to optimize my health.
After 40 years of research, the food most people are not getting enough of is OXYGEN. When I discovered my oxygen saturation levels (the amount of oxygen in my blood) were low, I started breathing pure oxygen while sleeping. My health experienced a quantum leap. I am the ultimate advocate for breathing oxygen anytime...anywhere.

Oxygen is the food we eat the most.
You can only survive for a few minutes with out oxygen. Virtually every cellular process requires oxygen as a part of the energy creation process called the KREBS Cycle. Breathing oxygen is one of the big secret weapons in the war on aging and life destroying diseases.

When I started exercising with oxygen, I felt 30 years younger.
I have two oxygen concentrators and breathe straight oxygen with a mask while I ride a "Health Rider" for 20 minutes each day. I use bungie cords to increase the resistance. This is one of the biggest hidden secrets of rejuvenation and revitalization. Exercising with oxygen pumps oxygen to every cell more effectively and faster than anything I know...except for perhaps hyperbaric oxygen.

Oxygen is the food the cells are missing.
The oxygen levels because of pollution and deforestation are much lower than in the past. Sometimes the oxygen levels drop so low in the cities and industrialized cities, people die at an accelerated rate. The Japanese realize this and actually have "Oxygen Bars" where you can go and saturate your cells with pure oxygen.

If only they would give my dad oxygen all day and night, he would improve faster.
I am so frustrated none of the suggestions of the doctors in the Alternative Hall Of Fame can be applied until we get dad home. All the doctors recommended hyperbaric oxygen immediately, Nattokinase, Vitamin C and brain food. I really wish we lived closer to my doctor friends.

I am confident the Acuscope and Myopulse also would accelerate his healing and improve his swallowing.
After working on thousands of patients in Asia, Mexico, South America, Canada, the middle East and the United States over 20 years, I know the acupuncture, meridian and trigger points that relieve pain and muscle spasms fast. The instruments are amazing in their ability to help the cells heal themselves so the body can eliminate pain and muscle spasms.

In fact, talking about a pain in the neck...Janet has a stiff neck and the instruments really help her.
I trained her in 1992 and keep trying to get her to work on herself, but she likes my personal touch. Even though Janet worked on thousands of patients with the Acuscope, Myopulse and Synchrodyne she did not believe they worked until she was sick and in pain. When she saw each patient improve in a short period of time, their success did not impress her. She just assumed it was a placebo effect.

After Janet's car was totaled two years ago and her back fractured, she came to be a real believer.
The instruments were the only things that gave her relief from the unrelenting pain. They speeded the healing of her back and minimized the pain. Finally, she is a real believer and is thankful we own each instrument.

Actually, she is calling me now saying, "Honey, I am ready."
"Get in here now. The Queen is in pain!" Of course, I am kidding. Janet and I love humor, especially hyperbole, exaggerating things so severely they are too funny for words.

To Be Continued.....

Friday, June 11, 2004

Hurray! Dad is really doing better, out of the hospital bed for longer periods, doing physical therapy every day and extremely anxious to come home.

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Hurray! Dad is really doing better, out of the hospital bed for longer periods of time, doing physical therapy every day and extremely anxious to come home.
Who can say the power of human touch is not having a big, positive impact on my dad's amazing recovery. Massaging his hand and foot reflex points and auricular points in his ear is fun. Holding the Life Field Polarizer on his chest seems to be helping more each time. When we are not holding it on dad, we place it on an electrical cord that is plugged into the wall to benefit all the patients, doctors, nurses and staff secretly in the entire hospital. One polarizer can condition the EMF radiation befeficially in an entire building.

I am excited about working on my dad with the Electro-Acuscope and Myopulse.
They help restore the flow of energy through the acupuncture meridians and tissue in the body. If only I could have treated my dad right after the storke.

This was very frustrating, especially for someone who has trained doctors and their staffs world-wide how to use advanced Bio-Computers.
For over twenty years, I had the unique opportunity to work with scientists that were so smart, just being around them made your brain ache from stupidity. Their English was so tinged with a European accent, you had to ask them multiple times to repeat themselves.
This really annoyed them to the max.

My job was to translate what they said in broken English into real English.
It was extraordinarily difficult to simplify the material so everyone would understand. Jokingly, I often told them, "I will Polish what you said and make it so simple even a Pollock like me can understand." They usually laughed. I am Polish and proud of my heritage. It was okay to make fun of myself to add some humor.

Usually, we met late at night in a secret location.
 These scientists were a little more than paranoid. They were pioneers in interfacing high-tech measuring devices, computers and software. Their instruments were light years ahead of anything on the market at that time. The biomedical computers interfaced with the microscopic electrical systems of the body and balanced bio-electrical energies in the body, automatically.

The scientists were in such high demand by large corporations, governments and the military world-wide, they traveled to Europe and Asia often.
Most of the instruments they created were designed to help humanity overcome chronic pain and difficult diseases. The irony was that most of the instruments they created were classified in research categories. Doctors and health professionals could not charge for the treatments.

Did you realize it is harder to make something simple than complex?
The brief descriptions and demonstrations of the different advanced biomedical computers often lasted to the wee hours of the morning. The scientists were so secluded from what was going on in the world, they wanted to talk about everything...I just wanted to drive the 3 hours home and go to sleep.

Finally, after making suggestions on how to make them user friendly I could escape.
After the long drive home and some much needed sleep, I would test out the equipment on myself and other willing subjects the next day. After the initial research was completed, it was another long drive back to scientists secret location to make suggestions and learn more about the instruments. Eventually, a step-by-step training manual was created. The devices created by these scientists were incredible...perhaps too effective!

We are so excited at the potential progress of my dad as soon as he gets home, I could sing for joy.
Hyperbaric oxygen is the top recommendation of all the doctors. Doctor David Steenblock is one of the leaders in stroke rehabilitation. His website is www.strokedoctor.com. Hopefully, we can get dad immediate hyperbaric oxygen when he escapes the confines of the hospital.

My interview with Dr. Steenblock will appear soon.
His induction into the Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame is imminent, along with other deserving doctors. They all have great knowledge about different areas of alternative, holistic, complementary and natural medicine.

Isn't it amazing how your priorities can change in a matter of seconds?

To Be Continued...

Thursday, June 10, 2004

No Healthydoctors Blog today since I spent the last 12 hours transcribing Dr. Robert Rowen's valuable alternative medicine information.

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No Healthydoctors Blog today. I spent the last 12 hours transcribing Dr. Robert Rowen's valuable alternative medicine information.
I am now typing out his statements so you can listen to them as you read the text. I hope to have this completed by the end of Friday.

Dr. Robert Rowen is one of the most brilliant doctors in the world today.
He is the author of the "Second Opinion Newsletter." He is a great writer that knows how to simplify the explanation of new and older therapies and techniques so we can understand.

I have been friends with Dr. Rowen for over 20 years.
Janet and I had the opportunity to conduct this interview at Dr. Rowen's former clinic in Alaska three years ago. We went to Alaska to interview the doctors and legislators who made medical freedom possible in Alaska. It was the first state to give its citizens the right to choose their own therapies.

You will be able to read the interviews of the pioneers and health heroes who fought to insure our choice of therapies.
Janet and I are working our fingers to the bone to transcribe the interviews with Robert Martin, MD in Wasilla, Doctor Paul Isaak on the Kenai Peninsula, Senator Jerry Ward and Governor Hickel. We will be posting the interviews in the near future.

My dad's biorhythms are high and he is making a miraculous recovery!

To Be Continued...

Wednesday, June 09, 2004


Dad's biorhythm chart for the months of May and June.
Photos by Ralph Zuranski

Depression and mood swings are greater when one of your loved ones is trapped in the conventional medical system!

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Monday, June 7, was a rough day.
Dad looked like he would not last another day. Yesterday I was too depressed to write anything. Isn't it amazing just how much difference a day makes.

We were stunned, frightened and upset.
When we first came into the hospital ward, dad was sitting in a wheel chair. He was positioned next to the nurses station, unshaven and no feeding tube hanging from his nose. His head hanging down, resting on his chest. He really seemed out of it, his mind some other place.

Was this a punishment for pulling out the feeding tube during the night?
Was this just a way for the staff to keep an eye on him so he did not harm himself? Sometimes you just don't know. You are afraid to ask. You don't want to hurt any of the staff's feelings, especially if any are extremely sensitive to criticism. As my dad says, "Everyone wants you to do it their way. You don't have much of a say on what goes on around me."

We assumed it was the actions of a kind and loving staff.
There is a lot of hustle and bustle in a busy hospital ward. Perhaps sitting in the middle of the flurry of activity could be a way of breaking the intense boredom.

Sitting in the same room with the TV fixed on one station with no sound is boring to the extreme!
When you are trapped in your bed or in a wheel chair life is no fun, in face it is less than zero fun. Life could get worse but not by much. When you are paralyzed on one side, can't swallow and hooked to a bunch of tubes and machines the joy of living seems absent.

Dad seems to be handling despair and depression better than we are.
In his conscious moments, dad's wry sense of humor and positive outlook dominate. He is always concerned about mom and everyone else.

Dad's kindness, compassion and generosity to everyone he meets has affected many lives in a positive way.
Cards, letters and phone calls are like a tidal wave of caring and love. So many people who my dad has touched in a unique way miss his presence and servant attitude. It is so rare to find someone who always has kind things to say...that is more concerned about your problems than theirs.

Sometimes, the loved ones that are not stricken by illness have a harder time dealing with some one else's infirmity.
The highs and lows of life affect all of us. Few realize these cycles are natural. They are a blessing rather than a curse. Life would be so tedious if every day was the same. Highs and lows, good and bad days, create a range of emotions that keep us from being robots.

Biorhythm cycles are one of the most valuable discoveries for those who are trained how to use them in a beneficial way.
In the late 1800s, Doctor Fliess and Swoboda independent of each other, discovered a 23 day physical and 28 day emotional cycle. They studied the fluctuations of fevers in their patients and the date and time of their deaths.

Biorhythm cycles were a statistical analysis of major events occurring at the weakest times...when people were ill.
The doctors recorded the conditions of their patients during life-threatening events and searched for numerical cycles that repeated. They found the 23 day physical and 28 day emotional cycles had the greatest impact.

Biorhythm pioneers discovered consistent biological cycles that affected most of their patients.
They even noticed that the same dosage of medications, surgeries and other therapies had more powerful effects at certain times during the biorhythm cycles. Soon they developed a strategy of treatment that maximized their patients' survival.

The 28 day emotional cycle seemed most powerful during the full moon.
This may sound strange but many doctors and researchers who studied cycles of activity in their patients noticed dramatic changes at the time of the full moon. This is where the term "lunacy" originated. Stories about werewolves, murderous mood swings and increases in one-on-one violence by lunatics fueled this theory.

A high percentage of the body is water.
The moon radically affects the movement of tides. Researchers feel the gravitational affects of the moon also affect the water in our bodies. There is a vast field of subtle energies that affect every person, animal and plant.

Few researchers have given subtle energy medicine the credit it deserves.
Just following your body's natural rhythms with a biorhythm chart provides valuable information. Once you see the correlation between high and lows in your life and the flow of biological energy, you are light years ahead.

Realizing these energy cycles are predictable, you can plan ahead.
For most of my life, I kept a daily diary...recording everything that happened in great detail. When I learned about biorhythms in 1970, I was astounded. There was a direct relationship between physical and emotional critical days and radical changes...accidents, injuries, huge mistakes, emotional outbursts, great joy, special accomplishments.

Every year the physical, emotional, intellectual and intuitive cycles all travel the same pathway twice a year.
Dramatic events occurred when the biorhythm cycles added together. The energy combinations during the high and low phases are magnified. At these times, people make life changing decisions or suffer major accidents or illnesses. Usually, this occurs when the cycles go from energy output to recuperation or the opposite.

People are most unstable when the biological energies are changing.
Researchers discovered that during the crossover, people's reaction time could slow down by 2 to 2.5 minutes. This is a phenomenal decrease, especially when we drive cars, fly planes, make decisions at accelerated speeds.

When I checked for biorhythm critical day matches, for times predicted to be unstable or extreme, the relationship jumped out like a sore thumb.
Yikes! If only I had known about biorhythm cycles at those times. Perhaps with more planning, taking a few extra moments before acting, checking my work would have saved my major traumas and mistakes.

Yes! I was freaked out by the correlations!
Biorhythms scared me. I thought that every time the cycles crossed the critical line, an accident or bad decision awaited in the wings. When the cycles combined together, getting out of bed was a frightening experience.

Crossover days along with low and high days does not mean bad things are going to happen.
After months of trial and error, I suddenly realized the value of biorhythms. You could plan your activities to take full advantage of the different flows of energy. You can track your healing powers. You can optimize your performance in sports.

When the energy is high take advantage of the opportunity to get more done.
When my energy is high, I schedule my time to complete as much work as possible. At these times, more is accomplished in one day than an entire week when energy is low.

When energy is low, I rest and recuperate and prepare for the maximum output days.
When I go into the recuperation phase my life strategy changes. I sleep more and go to bed earlier. My focus on eating the best diet possible and taking all my supplements provided big rewards. I rest more and do less, building up my energy levels so I can get a tremendous amount accomplished when energy is high.

When dad had his stroke, we printed out his biorhythm chart immediately.
His stroke began late Saturday night, May 22, and into the early morning Sunday, May 23. Dad's physical cycle was critical during this time. His physical energy was crossing over from recuperation to output sometime Saturday night and Sunday morning. Luckily, his emotional, intellectual and intuitive cycles were in the output phase.

To Be Continued

Monday, June 07, 2004

Why doesn't conventional medicine keep an open mind about new and ancient therapies that are effective?

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Why doesn't the conventional medicine doctors, nurses and hospitals keep an open mind?
On Sunday and Monday we spent time with my father. Friday and Saturday we were elated because he seemed to be getting a little better...if only in small noticeable steps.

These last two days, he does not look so good.
Dad still cannot swallow or move his left side. He can hold his eyes open for longer periods of time, but that seems to be decreasing. We both were very depressed today at his apparent decline. It is a day-to-day battle....forward-backward, one step forward-two back. At least, I pray this is true and that he will get better.

Dad hated the feeding tube down the the nose so he consciously or unconsciously pulled it out during the night.
How agonizing is it when you cannot enjoy the food you love? Dad is a gourmet cook. He loves food with wild flavors and different consistencies. The white liquid dripped into his stomach has no taste. Anything pumped down the nose and into the stomach bypasses all of the taste organs.

We wonder how in the world he could be getting the protein, vitamins and carbohydrates required to heal his body.
Can dad's body even identify this solution as nutritious? It is a frustrating situation when we are aware of the recommendations by the Doctors in the Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame. If only the doctors and nurses would provide the therapies that would speed his healing and ease his suffering. Experiencing powerless promotes humbleness.

Years ago, there was a study on patients who were continuing to deteriorate over a period of months that were being fed through tubes.
For many years doctors and researchers wondered why patients who could not swallow continued to get sicker and eventually die. They were fed through tubes surgically inserted directly into their stomachs. After many studies over a long period of time, they were perplexed. The formula had been changed constantly without any improvement.

Finally, one brilliant researcher decided there must be a connection between the mouth, chewing and the process of digestion.
This one pioneering individual suddenly decided to have patients chew the same nutrient combination pumped into the stomach and then spit it out. In a short period of time the patients improved dramatically.

Just by chewing the food and then spitting it out, this activity sent valuable clues to the body's digestive system how to process the nutrients.
This is not rocket science! The chewing process signals to the digestive system what juices to add at each stage of digestion. Protein needs lots of acid. Carbohydrates require an alkaline medium.

When you mix two different food groups, like protein and carbohydrates, the acid and alkaline digestive juices cancel out each other.
This minimizes digestion and absorption. In many cases, the food becomes a toxic waste the body must neutralize. When people are in poor health, proper food combining is another secret technique that can make the difference between life and death, disease and optimal health. In the near future I will create a report on "Just How Important Food Combination Really Is!"

Dad had to be transported today back to a crisis medical care hospital to have a new feeding tube inserted down his nose and throat.
Before he left, I spent a half hour shaving his face, trimming nose, ear and eyebrow hairs growing out of control. He looked so much better after this intense beautification process. It is amazing just how prolific hair growth can be, even when someone is ill. Just this small act seemed to lift his spirits.

Still, I cried inside as his left hand and leg did not move...motionless.
He could barely talk. He coughed often to clear his lungs of the sticky mucus that constricts his breathing. While waiting for the ambulance crew, I secretly placed the Life Field Polarizer on his chest under his covers. We played Mozart's healing music to integrate his brain and calm his spirit.

Tenderly I placed my right hand on his left shoulder.
My goal was to provide a feeling or love and reassurance through human touch. Also, I wanted to transfer some of my own healing energy into his frail body.

According to acupuncture masters, energy comes into the body through the left hand and foot and exits through the right side of the body.
Energy then flows through the entire acupuncture meridian system. Then it exits the right side of the body. By placing my right hand on dad's left side, it is the most efficient method of transferring energy.

When the nurse came in to take another endless sample of blood we cringed.
Janet hid the Life Field Polarizer. Dad's poor veins rebelled at being assaulted one more time...most of them already black and blue from previous punctures. It was difficult to find a vein willing to provide one more drop of life's precious liquid.

Everyone hates needles and getting punctured.
It seems a cruel and usual process just about every patient suffers. Is it no wonder everyone fears experiencing any event that lands them into a hospital.

Why is it that in the last 60 days of the lives of senior citizens a heroic effort is made to keep them alive a few more days?
There is such a struggle in this country. It seems everyone focuses on keeping patients alive at any cost. Wouldn't it be more considerate to end their time on this earth in peace and dignity.

Is life so precious that the quality of one's existence is ignored?
Why torture elderly patients with all manner of punctures, tubes and tests. It is so frustrating and perplexing when simple inexpensive therapies exist that really make a positive difference.

If only the beneficial therapies that are used in some progressive, alternative medicine oriented hospitals and other countries were allowed in every hospital in the United States.
It would be great if the therapies patients received increased their health and speeded their recovery. Why prolong a patient's misery just to increase the hospital's financial bottom line?

If only we could stage a hospital break.
Janet and I considered pulling down dads covers, throwing him over our shoulders and racing for an exit. But, what could we do at home...no special bed, unskilled at inserting feeding tubes and IVs and untrained at physical therapy. Sometimes, a feeling of hopelessness permeates our beings like a dense fog obscures the bright, radiant sunlight.

We can only leave dad in the capable hands of God.
God is in control of all life. His ways are not our ways. In moments like these, our faith in a loving creator is our only hope and peace. When there is nothing you can do physically to change a situation, prayer seems the only avenue available.

Using something as beneficial as a Life Field Polarizer is scorned by most people.
Dad was one of the few who acknowledged that energy medicine has its own special place. He allowed me to place a Life Field Polarizer on an electric cord in the house 25 years ago. He did not question me when I claimed the polarizer would make the EMF radiation coming from all electrical devices strengthening rather than weakening.

All life including man consists of subtle electrical fields which control such vital functions as growth, metabolism, thought, movement, etc.
The human body, composed of ions, minerals and a high percentage water, is a strong conductor of energy and like metal is a very effective antenna structure. It has an inconceivably intricate biocomputer system which controls and orders biological processes.

The subtle energy field of the body provides the instructions for the reproduction, division, and function of all cells.
Any disruption in the integrity of this critically important biocomputer and subtle energy field can be devastating to the correct and effective functioning of all organ systems, especially the brain.

When I arrived home, the first thing I checked was to see if the Polarizer was still on an electrical cord.
Some how it had been moved off the electrical cord and was sitting uselessly on the carpet. We wondered it this simple device had contributed to good health for so many years. I immediately placed it back on the electrical cord, to protect Janet, my mom and myself.

Electromagnetic fields from power lines, appliances, radars, televisions, microwaves, and other electrical devices are dangerous to your mental and physical health.
The incoherent electromagnetic pollution produced by man-made electricity is similar in effect to the glare produced by incoherent light. Incoherent life energy is a major hazard to basic bioelectrical functions and, like incoherent light, must be properly aligned (Polarized) to be optimally useful.

Your home and office are filled with electrical wiring and devices which create electromagnetic pollution.
These unnatural energy fields, especially those produced by alternating currents operating at 60 cycles per second, are suspected of causing depression, cancer, leukemia, psychosis, and other mental and physical problems in unsuspecting individuals.

Recent studies of mice exposed for 30 days to 60 cycle electromagnetic fields of the strength approximating those found near high voltage transmission lines revealed some startling conclusions.
Changes in hormone patterns, body weight, and blood chemistries appeared. These were signs of chronic stress. They also showed a steady increase in degenerative disease---particularly those related to a decreased competency of the immune system, such as cancer.

Over the last 15 years, there has been scattered media coverage about the dangers of electromagnetic pollution.
Many researchers and scientists in this field were persecuted and ridiculed for their dire warnings of the dangerous affects of electromagnetic energy fields on living creatures. In 1989, news broadcasts, radio programs, television specials, magazines, and newspapers covered the topic of electromagnetic fields and their affects on human beings. The "New Yorker," "People," "Infoworld," "Newsweek," and "Discover" magazines carried articles exposing the frightening results of recent scientific studies.

They addressed newfound fears about the harmful affects of electromagnetic pollution created by power lines, appliances, machines, and computers.
Dr. Becker, M.D., author of "Cross Currents" and one of the most respected research scientists in this area, stated, "We now live in a sea of electromagnetic radiation that we cannot sense and that never before existed on this earth. New evidence suggests that this massive amount of radiation may be producing stress, disease and other harmful effects all over the world by interfering with the most basic levels of brain function."

In his book, "The Body Electric," Dr. Becker expounded on this theory on harmful effects of EMF radiation.
He said, "These dangers must be brought into the open so forcefully that the entire population of the world is made aware of them. Since our civilization is irreversibly dependent on electronics, abolition of electromagnetic radiation is out of the question. However, as a first step in averting disaster, we must halt the introduction of new sources of electromagnetic energy while we investigate the biohazards of those we already have with a completeness and honesty that have so far been in short supply." (page 328)

In "People Magazine," in December of 1989, Paul Brodeur, author of the "Zapping of America" and the "Currents of Death" discussed the alleged dangers posed by electromagnetic fields generated by high current power lines, electric blankets, and computer video displays terminals (VDTs).
He said, "Anyone who lives or works in an electromagnetic field is at risk. VDTs first came under suspicion in the late 1970s and early 80s, when a dozen or so unexplained clusters of miscarriages and birth defects were found in groups of women who worked with computers. In one group of computer operators at Sears in Dallas, eight out of 12 pregnancies ended in miscarriage or neonatal death. In 1988, the Kaiser Permanente Medical Care Program did a study of 1,583 California women who worked 20 hours or more in a week with VDTs and found they stood an 80 percent greater chance of miscarrying than women who did similar work without VDTs."

In the July/August 86 issue of "American Health," Nancy Shute talked about a study done in Colorado by Nancy Wertheimer which linked high current power lines and transformers to cancer in children.
In the December 89 issue of "Discover Magazine," David Noland explored updates in Wertheimer's research which indicated that the homes most affected were those closest to the transformers serving the largest number of people. She believed that the more power being drawn, the greater the electromagnetic field and incidence of disease.

Automobiles, planes, buses, motorcycles, and planes are now being recognized as powerful generators and receivers of electromagnetic field pollution.
Microwave and radar transmitters, CB radios, and radar guns all produce harmful electromagnetic fields which are absorbed by the metal parts in the vehicles and aircraft. The metal body in most vehicles and planes is acts like an antenna and concentrates all the different types of electromagnetic radiation. The body is also the ground for the electrical system. The spark plugs in conventional combustion engines emit strong pulses of electromagnetic energy every time they fire, bombarding unsuspecting passengers. No wonder most people feel exhausted after long trips.

You are probably wondering how you can protect yourself, loved ones, and pets from this damaging unseen force.
Life Field Polarizers are a solution to the adverse effects of electromagnetic pollution. The large Life Field Polarizer polarizes the incoherent electromagnetic energy in a building, vehicle, boat, and plane. The small Personal Polarizer helps to protect your body whenever you are not in a safe polarized environment. They effectively combat the harmful affects of electromagnetic radiation. They properly align life energy and produce a supportive electromagnetic environment similar to that which existed before Edison activated his first electric utility plant in 1882.

The complex technology which goes into the production of the Polarizers is a culmination of many years of research, study, and development.
The manufacturing process is strictly controlled and each polarizer is individually tested for strength.
You can correct the radiation problems in a building or home by placing the Life Field Polarizer on top of any electrical cord plugged into the electrical circuit of the building. When placed on the floorboard of a car or plane, it provides amazing benefits.

The small Personal Polarizers protect you when you wear one or more on your body.
Many people report marvelous health benefits and increases in vital energy. Once the body is protected from EMF radiation and the biocomputer starts working correctly anything is possible.

No specific health claims are made for the Polarizers.
When a person experiences health benefits it is because the body and brain are working the way they were designed to operate by God.

We know the Polarizers work because so many people feel better when they become polarized.
Animals are also beneficially affected. Kirlian photography, muscle testing, acupuncture, and high-tech computers prove that polarization really helps living system. Subtle energy fields, when balanced and protected from harmful EMF, may be the missing link to health and vitality many are searching for. For more info on polarizers go to: http://www.bewisepolarize.com
To Be Continued....

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Why do the simple, natural therapies have a beneficial impact on everyone?

Hurray! My dad is showing improvement in small steady steps.
He can now open his eyes for a few precious seconds. His speech is slightly slurred but he makes perfect sense. He has not lost his dry wit or sense of humor. He recognizes everyone and is making jokes about his situation.

Who would have ever imagined the tremendous beneficial impact loving family members can have on their sick or injured loved ones.
Often, simple things like massaging the reflex points in their hands and feet and auricular points in the ears has an amazingly valuable impact. People, even when they are not sick or injured, are desperate for human touch.

Wouldn't you kill to have some one rub your hands, feet and ears?
The power in the massage is knowing where the points are located that need special attention. You want to concentrate on the energy points directly related to the injured or malfunctioning areas. If you are willing to sacrifice a little of your time and healing energy, you to can help your family members dramatically.

Also, the health professionals won't be freaked out by your actions.
Secretly, they are wishing you would massage them next. In most cases, they deserve a quick massage for all their diligent hard work caring for your family member!

Of course, this would be a great thing to do on yourself and for other family members to keep them healthy.
After a person has their hands, feet and ears massaged even once, they are anxious to receive these tender ministrations as often as possible. Why not get a reflex hand and foot roller for yourself. They only cost a few dollars. Then you can use it daily. Massaging your hands and feet by just rolling them over the reflex roller on the floor is so simple, yet so incredibly powerful.

You will be amazed at how sore the points on your hands and feet are initially.
When you look at the hand and foot reflex charts and locate your sore points, you will be astounded at direct relationship to your health problems. It is incredible how fast these sore points disappear. Massaging your hands, feet and ears should be a daily part of your new health plan.

When you are consistently massaging yourself, you will experience in a few short days enjoyable feelings of well-being and better health.
This is one of the cheapest and fastest ways to increase your health and vitality. The subtle energy systems balance throughout your entire body rapidly. I carry my inexpensive hand and foot roller where ever I travel. It is worth its weight in gold.

The Life Field Polarizer is another secret weapon in one's healing arsenal few people know about.
I learned about Polarizers back in 1980. At the time I was the Technical Director for a chain of health spas "Family Fitness Centers." I was in charge of health research and training the counselors how to put members on exercise programs. We wanted to help them achieve their health goals without getting injured.

One of my missions as the "Holistic Health Human Guinea Pig" was to research holistic health therapies.
We traded memberships to the practitioners in exchange for my treatments. It was one of the major missing links to my health challenges.

What better way to see if the therapies were a fraud or really worked than testing them out on my own body.
Many of the therapies were beneficial, but at that time in history very revolutionary. The local "Holistic Health Newspaper" wrote articles about my experiences. The practitioners were invited to promote their therapies at monthly seminars for "Family Fitness Center" members. Every one loved the seminars and learned a lot.

Unfortunately, the owners of "Family Fitness Centers "were threatened with the loss of their lease for the La Jolla center if the seminars continued.
The conventional medical center that owned the property considered the therapies quackery. The practitioners were frauds of the worst order. The owner of "Family Fitness Centers" told me to forget the "Holistic Health Guinea Pig Program," dump my super hero for health, Captain Biorhythm, and return to being Ralph Zuranski. He said, "You will get met more credibility without all that other bizarre stuff."

To Be continued...

Friday, June 04, 2004

What can you do to help your loved ones trapped in a hospital in the conventional medical system?

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June 4, 2004

On Saturday, May 30, Janet and I drove to the hospital to spend time with my father, fearful of what we would find.
We were hopeful but, when we first saw him again we were stunned. Dad barely moved. His eyes appeared glued shut. The left arm and leg just lay there immobile. The left half of his face was slack. The feeding tube going in the nose and down the throat was taped to his skin. The catheter tube drained urine mixed with blood into a clear plastic bag.

Sometimes, life seems like you are trapped in a horror movie.
With all the tubes, vigilant machines whirring, blinking and beeping it seemed like a science fiction movie. Unfortunate humans were hooked up to all manner of machines. The hybrid mechanical-computerized devices appeared to have a life of their own. Each communicated with the others with strange squiggly lines of computer code. The tubes attached to the human bodies like snakes, sucking the very life out of them. A scene from the first "Matrix" movie flashed across in my mind, with the main character hooked up to myriad numbers of tubes, providing power to run the destroyed world.

The hospital environment was surreal, a nightmare of intense images.
The quiet whispers of visitors, wondering if their loved ones would recover and by how much, sounded like millions of cockroaches scurrying across the floor, in search of food at any cost. To see my dad in this predicament broke my heart. Janet and I forced back tears of sorrow. We bravely put on happy faces, just in case dad would open his eyes.

Communication was difficult...almost impossible.
"Dad, dad, can you hear me? It's Janet and Ralph." I said quietly, with reverence. He opened his eyes slightly for a second then closed them. He mumbled something we could not understand. We could see he was in pain. What could we do to help ease his suffering?

What can you do to help your loved ones immediately recover from tragic events?
This is a real challenge. You do not want the nurses and doctors freaking out! You cannot take into the hospital any advanced technology. It does not matter even if you are a internationally recognized expert.

The first thing we did was lay our hands gently on his body and prayed that God would heal him and stop his pain.
When you feel powerless, prayer often appears to be the only option. After many years treating patients in doctors offices, the power of prayer cannot be underestimated. Recent studies show dramatic improvements in patients when people pray for them, even if their are on the other side of the world.

Then we each held one hand, as tears rolled down our cheeks.
Human touch is so powerful and calming to patients. After studying energetic medicine for over 20 years, it is my firm belief that healthy people transfer healing energy directly into sick or injured individuals directly through through touch.

At every opportunity we would touch my father and transfer healing energy into his system.
For those of you familiar with the reflex energy points on the hands, feet and ears, you know the power of human touch. Massaging the hand, feet and ears can have a very beneficial effect on individuals.

Life Field Polarizers are also very powerful in helping to balance the subtle energy of the body.
These strange looking white, cone-shaped devices are powerful antennas that absorb energy and then convert it into a form that strengthens the energy fields of living systems. I decided to bring one on the next visit to place directly on my dad's body to speed his healing.

After a couple of hours our shift was up.
Dad was sleeping so we quietly left the hospital room. My mind was racing at an incredible speed, thinking of things we could do that would help dad without drawing unwanted scrutiny from the doctors and staff.

To be continued....

Thursday, June 03, 2004

What do you do immediately when your loved one has suffered a stroke and is partially paralyzed on one side?

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Tears flood down our cheeks, falling onto the rumpled hospital bed sheets, as we see the devastating damage caused by a blood clot that travels to the brain and stops the precious blood flow.
If this terrible event has also traumatized your family, you can relate to the agony, anger, fear and frustration. Will your loved one survive, be crippled mentally and physically for life or other worse case scenarios? What could they have done differently to avoid this devastating, quality of life threatening event? What should you do now to give them every opportunity to regain a high level of health and vitality?

As we stand by my dad's bedside, the completely slack left side of the body is startling.
It is as if two completely different people live in one body. The amazing way the right brain hemisphere controls the left side of the body and the left brain hemisphere controls the right side is so clearly apparent when you see one or the other side paralyzed.

You wonder why only one side of the body seems to be paralyzed?
My dad's blockage occurred in the right hemisphere of his brain so his left side is most effected. The right hemisphere is responsible for emotions, creativity, orientation in space, intuition, spontaneity and the control of the life support systems of the body. We wonder just how his brain and body will function as he begins to heal.

Often, you don't have a clue which side is the dominant brain hemisphere until a stoke occurs.
My dad is one of the kindest, most gentle, giving and caring people I have ever met. He always went out of his way to help others, to brighten their lives with a gorgeous orchid plant, assistance with building a structure or repairing an item and secret financial assistance. He was always thinking about others. Dad treated mom, a southern belle, like she was a queen, a very high maintenance woman. Dad served her hand and foot.

The very strange thing about dad is that he had incredible left brain mental powers.
His logic and ability to solve problems was astounding. His profession an an electrical engineer showed extreme abilities requiring math and language. It seems he was a rare whole brain thinker that used both sides of his brain. In his later years, after retiring at 55, his right brain, emotional side exerted its dominance. Thus the paralysis on the left side and stroke in the right brain hemisphere.

A higher number of individuals suffer a stroke in their left brain hemisphere that controls the right side of their body.
Usually, most people suffer a stroke in the left hemisphere of the brain, the side that is concerned with logic, math, language, competition, judgment and time. This is the hemisphere that must focus on the events around us.

One of the biggest challenges in life is to survive in a physically, financially and intellectually competitive world.
Since most people consequently use their right side and left brain, this is the side that goes slack after a stroke. The victim cannot speak, the words are often garbled. Their logic is skewed. The cannot solve the simplest math problem. Often, the become lethargic and apathetic...with their competitive nature compromised.

As we place our hands on his injured body, a prayer spontaneously wings its way to heaven.
"Dear God, please heal my dad and save him from the horrible side effects of the stoke. If it is your will, allow us at least a few more years with this very special servant of yours. Give us the opportunity to give back to him a fraction of the love he has given others over his lifetime. It will be a real joy to minister to him in gratitude for the way he spread joy and love through his service to humanity in so many small ways."

Our time with dad is short since visiting hours are over.
Janet and I are sobered by the condition of my dad. We wonder what will happen in the days to come. He is paralyzed on his left-side. He cannot open his eyes or swallow. There is blood in his urine. All of these conditions are dangerous and severely quality of life impacting. Only time will tell.

The United States has one of the best crisis medical care programs in the world.
Now don't get me wrong. I admire and respect the doctors, nurses and other healthcare professionals who work diligently in the conventional medical healthcare system. I am grateful for their tender care of my dad and other victims of disease and injury. Most of the individuals involved are kind and caring. They adhere to a high degree of professionalism. They work hard to keep the patients alive. Their goal is to save lives in difficult situations.

The "Catch 22" is that Medicare and insurance companies are serious about cutting their costs, often at the expense of the patients.
They do want to get the patients better as fast as possible to maximize their financial bottom line. Financial pressures created by insurance companies, motivate the hospital staffs to get the patients to improve quickly. The intensive care costs are astronomical and only going through the roof.

Our entire family wonders whether dad will get adequate care at the hospital.
Two months ago when my mom had pneumonia and congestive heart failure we were astounded at how much the staff at the hospital had been decimated by budget cuts. Denise, my dad and I took shifts through out the visiting hours to care for my mom and monitor what was being done to her during her stay. We constantly had to track down the overworked professionals to motivate them to give mom the therapies see desperately needed.

There is a huge responsibility on the part of family members to monitor the test and therapies that are administered to their loved ones.
My dad was a good steward of his money. He realized the value of insuring his family for the medical costs that are for most an inevitable part of the living and dying process. He was fully insured by Medicare and supplemental insurances that paid for just about every test, therapy and treatment.

WARNING: If your loved one is fully insured, the hospital wants the doctors to administer just about every expensive test and treatment in their arsenal.
Your loved one is the "Golden Goose" that lays the golden eggs. It is not constructive to be cynical at this stage of the game, but some one has to make up for all the other patients that must be treated for free because they don't have insurance.

WATCH and ASK QUESTIONS about everything that is being done or proposed by the medical staff!!!!!!
Many tests and treatments may have no bearing on the condition of your family member. Some of the tests and treatments may be life threatening by themselves. You must be vigilant. There is a frightening statistic of how many patients die in the hospitals as a result of mistakes made by well-meaning healthcare professionals who are tired and overworked.

The fact is that everyone makes mistakes in every profession...in the medical profession the consequences can result in life or death!
How many mistakes do you make in one day? What are the consequences? Some experts say that the difference between successful and non-successful individuals is only 2% better decisions. If we are correct in our decisions 51% of the time, then that gives the extra edge for success. This is a frightening scenario in medicine.

Mom was so stubborn she came down with pneumonia and the problem was compounded by the treatment.
In the case of my mom, she is a die hard swimmer at the age of 87. She insisted my dad take her to the "Mission Beach Plunge" where the management was gradually decreasing the temperature of the water to save money. My dad refused to swim but my mom persevered.

Unknown to her doctor, she had contracted pneumonia.
When she went to her doctor for her semi-annual checkup, her blood pressure and heart were quite elevated. Without going through a chest X-ray, it would have been difficult to diagnose the true problem. The doctor, according to conventional medical wisdom and Medicare restrictions, prescribed medications that forced the blood pressure and heart rate lower.

The treatments available for our senior citizens through Medicare is pathetic compared to those available with supplementary insurances.
Medicare regulations handcuff the doctors and prevent them from providing the best medical care for senior citizens. Doctors cannot order the tests they want for their patients. Medicare often pays only a fraction of what the doctors receive from most insurance companies for the same tests or therapy.

The "Kennedy-Kassebaum Act" of 1996 is seriously flawed and destroyed the opportunity for doctors to provide adequate healthcare for our senior citizens.
Senators Kennedy and Kassebaum and the rest of congress should be ashamed of how they treat the doctors and their Medicare patients. This damaged legislation forces doctors to justify every test to Medicare.

The restrictions for the doctors are incredible.
If any mistakes are made by the employees or doctor with the paperwork, intentional or unintentional, the doctor and employees could loose everything. They could go to jail.

Is it no wonder with the sky-rocketing costs of medical insurance for doctors and ridiculously low payments from Medicare that doctors are throwing in the towel.
The bureaucrats in Washington have won...making the administration of healthcare so complicated, paperwork expensive and compensation reduced that doctors and hospitals go bankrupt. In most cases, treating Medicare patients is a losing proposition for the doctors.

Doctors are severely restricted on the tests and treatments they can give to their Medicare patients.
In most cases, the patients could not receive better health care even if they were willing to pay for it out of their own pockets. The Medicare regulations have become so ridiculous, receiving good medical care for seniors has become an absurd farce. If doctors don't have regular insurance and cash customers, they are doomed in most cases for bankruptcy.

The MEDICARE SYSTEM IS BROKEN and something needs to be done to fix it!
"For evil to triumph all it takes is for good men and women to do nothing." It is time for Babyboomers to rise up and become heroes and heroines! We need to fix the Medicare and Healthcare systems for our beloved parents. And, selfishly for ourselves!

Most of us will be Medicare patients before we know it.
If we don't do something in the near future, we too will receive the same crappy care as our parents. We will become huge burdens on the lives of our children and grandkids.

Within two days, the artificially lowered blood pressure and heart rate resulted in a lack of oxygen being delivered to the brain and other important organs.
Mom could not breathe hard enough to get the oxygen she needed so in the middle of the night there was a 911 call. The ambulance magically appeared and it was off to the hospital with lights blazing and sirens wailing. The treatment contributed to the breakdown of her entire system. The pneumonia in the lungs that had originally cut down on the oxygen levels in her blood, had caused the blood pressure and heart rate to elevate, to deliver the needed oxygen to her tissues.

Trying to fit a square peg into a round hole may not be the best strategy when it comes to health!
When mom showed up at the hospital, she received a witches brew of powerful drugs. The goal was to stabilize her system. Unfortunately, many of the drugs were used to counteract the side-effects of the other drugs, creating even more life-threatening swings in her blood sugar levels.

Mom did not get any sleep that night.
She spent a lot of time in the emergency ward waiting to see a doctor and get a chest X-ray. When she finally arrived in a semi-private room, the little lady in the bed next to her kept banging her table all night yelling, "I am thirsty! I'm hungry!" Even though food and water were right on her bedstand, she could not satisfy her thirst or hunger. The staff had failed to ready her chart and see that she was blind.

The next morning mom was exhausted and incoherent.
Her frail body was struggling to deal with all the powerful chemicals and lack of sleep. When we showed up at the hospital we were terrified. The nurses were still trying to balance out the blood chemistry and stabilize her low blood sugar. She had been unable to eat anything for 24 hours. Also the food was absolutely unpalatable and literally indigestible.

The doctors wanted to do a dye and stress test that shocks the heart to see if mom needed a stint.
What in the world are they talking about? Recent statistics from long term studies show that the people who received stints fared worse than those who did not have to go through this dangerous procedures. Why would they want to shock my moms heart so they can check to see if there is heart blockage? She is 87 years old and in for pneumonia. She and all of us refused the test. Would you put your mom through this dangerous test?

In this situation, getting angry at the hospital staff was a huge mistake.
My mom was in a bad way and getting furious at the staff was not a wise decision. It was obvious the nurses and doctors were doing the best the could with limited resources. They each were Heroes for working in an environment filled with stress, contagious diseases and families and patients who were extremely upset and in pain, both physical and emotional.

Eventually, mom escaped from the hospital still alive.
When mom started to improve we were thankful she was released. We appreciate the efforts of the health professionals at the hospital. They were doing the best they could in the situation they were placed by forces beyond their control.

One secret to getting the best care possible is kind words, broad smiles and BIG Bribes!
"It is easier to get people to help you if you are kind, encouraging and offer lots of praise for a job well done. Passing out $20 bills and boxes of "Sees" chocolates encourages nurses and therapists to want to provide your loved one with their best efforts.

Another big secret is learn the names of your care givers.
The sweetest sound in any language is the name of the individual you are speaking to in a kind compassionate voice. LEARN the names of each person and what they do. Ask them questions about their lives and families. If you take the time to make them friends and confidants, they will immediately become a part of your extended family. They will begin to see your lived one as a part of their family and treat them accordingly.

Will the alternative medicine therapies, used world-wide to minimize the harmful effects of a stroke, be made available to our family?
That is a huge question. After contacting many of the doctors in the Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame, their very real concern for my dad and our family is touching.

Each recommended the therapy given in China by doctors within 24 hours of the stoke.
The doctors in China focus on getting people better as fast as possible. Their medical system is socialized so the focus is on keeping citizens healthy. Their goal is to cure individuals who suffer quality of life threatening diseases as fast as possible.

In China, there is no financial incentive for prolonging illness.
The doctors do not want to prolonging illness through inaction or ignorance of the therapies that are most effective. They immediately used the best therapies that work the fastest. In most cases, these therapies are very inexpensive.

The Chinese doctors, within 24 hours of the stoke or heart attack, give the patient an intravenous solution of Nattokinase or Lumbrokinase.
These special enzymes are dripped directly into the circulatory system to help dissolve any blood clots and prevent new ones from forming. The HealthyDoctors told me this was still an excellent therapy anytime within the first few weeks of the event.

One gave her dad homeopathic remedies under his tongue when he had his stroke 17 years ago.
As her mom and dad's health was failing, she cared for them at home while conducting her medical practice. When he suffered a massive stroke she gave him two Homeopathics: Natrum Muraticum and Arnica to minimize cellular damage and speed the healing process. She administered doses every 15 minutes for 2 hours and then every hour for 24 hours. After the first day, she administered the remedies every 2-3 hours for the next couple of days. When he had a severe headache, she gave him Belladonna.

Ask your doctors if they are open to Homeopathic medicines that have minimal or no adverse side effects.
If you can find a doctor trained in Homeopathic medicine, ask that they participate in the treatment of your loved ones. Homeopathic remedies have been used for centuries, are effective in helping the body heal and are very inexpensive. Before the pharmaceutical companies started funding the medical schools in the early part of the 1900s, all doctors were trained in Homeopathic medicine. Homeopathics are used world-wide to treat patients very effectively for a wide range of symptoms. See my report on Homeopathics in the alternative health articles on HealthyDoctors.com.

Other suggestions by the Doctors in the HealthyDoctors Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame were consistent.
The other recommendations included:
1. Hyperbaric oxygen pushed into the cells to help them heal. There are special pressurized chambers available, perhaps at your hospital for wound healing. The more oxygen you can get into the cells, the faster the body heals.
2. As many anti-oxidants as possible like Vitamin E, Vitamin C, and essential fats to counter the massive number of free radicals caused by lack of oxygen and the toxicity of dead and dying cells.
3. Intravenous chelation is very effective in removing lead from the body, one of the most destructive metals in our environment. The lead levels in our cells is astronomical, compared to those living before the Industrial Revolution. The lead from the leaded gasoline we used for so many years is still with us. It is everywhere.
4. CoQ10 in 100 milligram doses was a favorite. It seems this enzyme is crucial to the correct functioning of the cells.
5. Also recommended was an intravenous solution of DMSO. This is a solvent that appears to have unique healing qualities. This therapy might be available in states where the "Medical Freedom" act has been passed.
6. Another suggestions was "Corvalen," a product that contains Ribose, a natural occurring 5-carbon sugar, that has shown promise as a oral supplement for use in cardiovascular disease. Ribose aids in the production of high-energy phosphates, mainly adenosine triphosphate (ATP). ATP molecules are necessary to provide the integrity and function of every cell in our bodies.

Unfortunately, my dad is on Medicare and the hospital does not provide any unproven therapies.
Sometimes you want to scream at the conventional medical system including doctors, hospitals, Medicare and insurance companies, "WAKE UP! Don't your realize that if you used effective therapies that have proven to be successful around the world, the patients would get better faster. The cost of treatment would be minimized. The devastation of human lives would be dramatically lessened. The huge costs involved in patients who have experienced quality of life threatening diseases would decrease. Why don't you promote preventive and alternative medicine that minimizes everyone's chances of experiencing a severe disease?"

If only there were alternative medicine doctors involved in the therapy of my dad!
All the doctors in the Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame practice medicine in other parts of the country. As long as dad cannot swallow and is paralyzed on his left side, he is trapped in the rehabilitation process at the present time.

There are only a few things we can do to speed dad's healing within the confines of the hospital.
To be continued...

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

The Terrible Realization That One Of the Greatest Heroes In Your Life Hovers Between Life and Death Ripped My Heart To Shreds

June 1, 2004

This is the story of the first part of our trip to San Diego included in the blog posted on May 31 that is now archived. Including it with this first posting in June makes it easier for you to share our entire experience.

The first day we drove for 14 hours.
Janet was so tired she was almost comatose. I was pumped up and just wanted to get to my parent's house. My dad and mom needed our help.

When Janet started putting a towel over her head and mumbling in her sleep, it was time to get a hotel.
She was twisted into a pretzel, having to share her space with the overflow of items that would not fit in the trunk or back seat. It was time to stop at the very next exit that featured motels or hotels.

What would be the best choice, "Motel West" or "Motel East?"
These are strange options when there is only one hotel visible. I decided to try "Motel West." Certainly it would offer more choices. As I took the turnoff, the "Twilight Zone" arrived suddenly.

The sign had lied.
There were not motels. We continued to drive east on a deserted road. Was this a mistake? Were we insane...headed for the "Bates Motel." Eventually "Motel East" transformed into "Motel West." We drove by three small motels out of the 50s, then were back at the HWY 10. I made a U-turn. We pulled into the one that looked less seedy than the rest.

"Can we make a deal?"
The hotel manager was obviously from India. At 11 PM, in the middle of nowhere, there was some bargaining power was on my side. "How much for a non-smoking room with double beds?" He answered, "$39.95." "How about a deal? Do you accept AARP, AAMCO, AAA or have a special for people over 55? (What's the deal with all the As in these organizations?") He said, "How about $29.99?" "Okay," I agreed.

The motel manager had just dropped his price to the same as the other two competing motels.
He knew his competitors' prices and that if he did not give me the going rate, we were on to the next motel. My credit card accepted one more charge in the long procession of gas, food and treats.

At the room, I proceeded to unload all our valuable possessions as Janet prepared for restful slumber.
Actually Janet was already asleep and just sleep walking, mumbling about how insensitive I was because of not stopping sooner. After 20 minutes there was barely enough room in the rooms to get into bed. No matter, Janet and I were so tired, we fell into bed in a state of exhausted oblivion.

Oh man, now it was time to pack all that stuff back into the car again.
You guessed it. "Yes!," Janet said. "You wanted to unload the car, now load it back up again while I make myself pretty." "Okay," I muttered under my breath, hoping she would not hear my reply. After another 30 minutes...it took longer to reload it than unload it for some reason...we were ready to go.

If only there was a "Starbucks" in the general vicinity, my day would be saved, as my caffeine addiction would be satisfied.
But, wishful thinking again. After all, what was I thinking? We were in the middle of nowhere.

Finally, we arrived in Tucson, civilization and "Starbucks" I hoped.
Well, no "Starbucks," but we did find a coffee house. My withdrawal symptoms were reaching extreme levels of discomfort. Before the car even stopped, I was out the door into the shop begging for a "cup of Joe"...the strongest they had available. The first sip was bliss, my shattered nerves shouting for joy.

The beautiful girls gave us directions to a "Cracker Barrel" where the breakfast was delicious.
Then it was back to the coffee shop for a refill. They even gave me a free sample of a "cherry, whipped cream, chocolate ice something or other." While sipping the unexpected treat, the gorgeous blond behind the counter begged us to take her to San Diego. "Sorry, Janet said, "Our car is too packed. You could not fit anything else in even if you had a shoe horn."

A wild thought suddenly coursed through my mind.
"You could lie spread eagle on the hood, but it would be a real bad hair day." Being married for 8 years, the pain of experience of stupid comments forced me to keep this thought secret. It was only another macho, sex-driven, horney guy impulse that seemed to afflict men like a disease 24 hours a day.

On the way out the door, I innocently asked another stupid question.
"Hey did that cherry thing have any caffeine in it?" The girls just laughed. "That little treat was equivalent to two shots of espresso."

Yikes! With the previous cup of strong coffee, the treat and my current coffee reload, my mouth would be moving spontaneously the rest of the 8 hour trip.
Janet would have to keep saying, "Shut up! Stop talking. You are drinking way too much coffee. You will be a "Monkey Man" all the way to San Diego." How true...Caffeine bliss to the max.

June 2, 2004...Our saga continues.

The hardest thing in the world is to leave you genetic family who needs your help.
A cloud of sorrow floats over our car. We almost feel just like the little character in the comic strip "Little Abner," that had a floating black cloud over his head that followed him everywhere...one disaster after another.

We are shell shocked after experiencing two catastrophic health related events in our family in less than sixty days.
It is natural to whine and complain and say, "Why did this happen to our family? Why can't others take care of them? Why do we have to radically change our lives to take an active part in helping my mom and dad?

Of course, these are "woe is me," self-centered and selfish questions that stream through most mind at times like this as the battle on what to do is waged between the selfish and selfless parts of our nature.
No one likes change. Moving across the country to a new state is an incredible expenditure of time, energy and money. Changing snail mail and email addresses, home and cell phone numbers is difficult and time consuming. Finding new internet consulting clients in San Diego is one more gigantic challenge.

The least I could do is love them with all my heart.
It is important to help them in every way possible. This I believe is the least that God's expects of us.

Few realize how huge chunks of time are gobbled up by life threatening incidents.
Sitting by their bedside, hoping against hope that your loved ones will survive is exhausting and time consuming. You pray that by the grace of God they will recover completely.

This a tense and stressful time!
Everyone is under extreme emotional and physical pressure. There is little rest, especially when talking about a full night of peaceful sleep. What is that anyway....a dream of the past? The "What Ifs" plague your mind.

Moving into a small space with two other people, even if they are your parents, takes a tremendous amount of sensitivity and caring.
It is challenging to move back into your parents house without adversely affecting their life style, privacy and living space. We live in a one bedroom apartment. Even that space is too small for all of our possessions.

Working from home is challenging to say the least.
Business stuff is scattered everywhere. Moving personal and business lives into a small room with a mini closet will test organizational skill to the max. Our only hope is the workshop out in back or a "Rent-a-Space" to hold the overflow.

Janet could not believe El Centro is close to 25 feet below sea level.
As we passed the famous water tank that shows "sea level" with a prominent mark on its side, we consider our thoughts of being overwhelmed...almost like downing, crushed by the events of life...pushed down into the depths of sorrow by a tidal wave of difficult decisions caused by a series of unfortunate events. We were desperately trying to keep our heads above waves of reality, constantly pounding on our hearts, shattering our hopes and dreams, altering our lives for ever.

Thank God for caffeine.
The girls at the coffee shop were not kidding. The dosage of caffeine in my system must have approached 8 on the Richter scale. My hands were gripping the steering wheel so hard the knuckles were turning white. My lips moved in a ceaseless flow of nervous chatter.

Frightening questions streamed through my mind, in a flood of emotion as I fought to keep tears from streaming down my cheeks.
I just did not know how to calm my heart and overcome my fears about my dad. Would he live or die? Would he be an invalid for the rest of his days? Would he suffer from intolerable pain? Would he need 24-hour care? What was the health of their finances?

The scenery in Alpine was gorgeous.
As our car popped up over the mountain range and entered Alpine, the beauty was breathtaking. For a few moments, I meditated on God's blessings, mercy and goodness. There is always a silver lining in the darkest of clouds...something good that comes out of the worst tragedy.

The glorious greenery, spared from the devastating fires radiated emerald highlights.
The contrast between the dead, burned areas was striking. Suddenly, a ray of hope flooded my soul. A strange calm settled over my soul. The peace of God that goes beyond understanding suddenly permeated my being.

The contrast of the the brightness of the sun's rays illuminating the dead, burned areas and the glorious, living trees became a powerful lesson in our lives.
Janet and I needed hope to calm our fears. As I mentioned my insight to Janet, we both cried.

Over the last four years so much sorrow had crushed our hopes and dreams.
Janet fractured her spine on Thanksgiving weekend of November of 2001. Her car was broadsided by another driver, totaling the car. She was bed ridden for almost 2 months. Then Janet's beloved Dr. Robert Winslow, the alternative medicine doctor she worked for close to 15 years, suffered a crippling stroke in March of 2002. He was the father she never had. (Dr. Winslow was the first doctor inducted into the Alternative Medicine Hall Of Fame.) Without his leadership the business died a slow death. The final burial was in May of 2004.

Janet's daughter-in-law experienced two collapsed lungs over a 6 month period.
During these last two years, Janet cried daily for the loved ones in her life. Our lives were filled with sorrow and tragedy. Prayer and trusting in the goodness and love of God were the only things that kept us going.

Now, with the tragedies striking my family, this revelation of God's marvelous plan, calmed our fears and encouraged our hearts.
We felt at peace after so much suffering. Our hands crept toward each other until they were clasped in intimate spiritual union. With God's help and grace we knew we could handle anything that would come our way.

The traffic flowing out of San Diego in a steady stream was incredible...bumper-to-bumper, as residents raced at a standstill to begin their Memorial Day holiday.
Almost like lemmings, racing down a commonly followed path, the cars crept along at a snails pace, hauling trailers, dune buggies, boats, etc. The gas consumption was awesome.

I could almost see the gas gauges creep toward empty, especially on the SUVs and large trucks with the mega-powered, super-charged engines.
"Now that has to hurt," I thought as I passed a gas station, shocked by the price of gas. $2.50 a gallon was outrageous. Even in Dallas, the price was only $1.70 a gallon. "What was this world coming to?"

Home sweet home.
Few lucky individuals have the opportunity to live in the house they grew up in. My mom and dad still lived in the same little house in Ocean Beach. After almost 52 years, it was still as pristine as the day it was constructed.

My dad and mom are both nurtures...born with green thumbs.
The number of plants in glorious living color covering every square inch of soil was phenomenal. I suddenly wondered what would happen to all these radiant, happy plants. I managed to kill every plant in my life by either over-watering, under-watering or pure neglect. Janet was not much better.

No one was home so I fears skyrocketed.
As we opened, a foreboding silence penetrated our consciousness. Where was mom? How was dad? We raced to unload the car so we could drive to the hospital to see dad. We prayed he was still alive.

The living room looked like a cyclone hit.
The contents of the car were strewn everywhere. It was hard to believe so much stuff could be transported in a 1998 Camry. Anxiety filled our minds. No one's cell phone produced a live person. What were we to do?

The answer suddenly appeared!
Denise, my younger sister drove up to the curb and deposited mom at our feet. Everyone hugged as tears rolled down our faces. "How is dad doing?" was the big question. Mom said, "He seems to be doing better but cannot swallow, move his left arm and leg or open his eyes." Wow, that did not sound very encouraging. I guess he was a lot worse, right after the stoke when death was a frightening possibility.

The race to the hospital to see my dad broke the speed limits.
We were anxious to see dad, hold his hand and give him a kiss on the cheek. As we entered the hospital, I had transposed the last two numbers of his room. Instead of 814 it had become 841. As we raced down the halls, looking for the correct room, we came up blank. Janet, the faithful and helpful spouse, remembered that the room was 814. With her help we found the correct room.

In our wildest imaginations, we were not prepared for the grim sight that met our hopeful eyes.
My dad was a slight reflection of his former self. Pain and paralysis warped his gentle features. Tubes streamed from his body as he struggled to breathe. The blood trickled from his nose, around the feeding tube taped in place. A machine trickled liquid nutrients into his emaciated body. A clear bag collected the dark urine, mingled with blood, from the irritation caused by the catheter. Other tubes dangled from his body, winding their way to different beeping and blinking machines.

Silent tears poured down our cheeks.
To be continued...