We get to pick up my dad today. I have to say unplugging the phone is a huge help in peace of mind. I don't know why dad keeps calling every 15 minutes and not saying anything and not hanging up the phone. I guess he is reaching out to us by phone because it is his lifeline to his family.
Oh well, by unplugging the phone I get to sleep all night.
This morning, I had the opportunity just to lay in bed when I woke up for as long as I wanted. It was an awesome experience. I forgot just how wonderful it was to lay there and do nothing by choice.
Sometimes you forget how much you sacrifice for those you love.
"A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity. Proverbs 17:17 This scripture goes a long way in helping me remeber what my responsibilities are to my dad. If you are supposed to love a friend at all times, your parents and family members definitely fall into that category.
The original Zuranski story continues below. It deals with biorhythm knowledge, one of the most valuable things I have learned after 40 years of health research. The original creators really understood the value of biological cycles. Most of the biorhythm books totally missed the important information the researchers discovered.
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"How is it possible to deal with life's tragedies?" by Ralph Zuranski
Have you ever wondered why your relationships with certain people in your life are more intense?
As my dad suffers through the humiliation and depression of being trapped in a hospital bed, I know why it affects me so much. 1. He is my dad and I love him very much. 2. We travel along a similar physical energy path according to biorhythm theory.
When you look at the similarity of our physical biorhythm pathway, you begin to understand why I personally experience my dad's pain.
We travel the same physical energy path...100% compatibility. When he is low on energy or high, so am I. On the days when the energy crosses over the center critical line, bottoms out or peaks, we are unstable together.
During my lifetime, we experienced major conflicts because our emotional and intellectual cycles are almost opposites.
Even though we were the same physically, it was difficult to relate emotionally and intellectually. Our emotional and intellectual energy levels were very different.
My chosen life path was exactly the opposite recommended by my dad.
He said, "Follow in his footsteps. Get a steady job. It does not matter whether you like it or not. Marry a woman you love. Then have kids. Love them. Invest in their education. Buy a home because it will appreciate."
I did none of these.
My focus was health and desperately searching for things that made me feel better. Few could relate to the physical and emotional suffering that was my daily lot in life.
A 99-pound weakling does not get much sympathy from anyone, especially other kids.
Born three months premature, weighing only 3 pounds 8 ounces, the image of "Tom Thumb" was my reality.
Other kids were so cruel. They made fun of my scrawny body, big nose and gigantic ears.
My diet consisted of candy, donuts and Coke.
This terrible diet was funded by collecting pop bottles that had a 3 cent bounty for the small and 5 cents for the large bottles. At that time, everyone though sugar, fat and caffeine was fine as the all-American diet. It is no wonder my body did not grow or heal at a normal rate.
At an early age, the dentist pumped my mouth full of mercury amalgam fillings.
Some health researchers believe your health only has to decline by 25% before your teeth begin to rot inside your mouth. This was my reality.
Every six months, the trip to the dentist was a dreaded event.
At least 3-4 teeth needed new fillings. I hated the needle and Novocain, drilling and filling was a nightmare. Every night before the forced visit, I tossed and turned and sweated in fear of what the morning would bring. After a while, I refused the Novocain and grimly battled the hideous pain of drilling...torture beyond description.
As the fillings increased, the stranger I became psychologically...severe depression and allergies my miserable fate in life.
Last year, I finally had my body levels of mercury checked...they were completely off the charts. This was surprising since I had all the amalgams removed in the early 90s. Mercury toxicity and disrupting the acupuncture meridians related to each tooth were partially to blame for my youthful psychosis.
My poor diet, hormonal imbalances and pesticide exposure contributed greatly to my non-existent immune system and severe depression.
I will discuss my health path in the "Biorhythm Chronicles" in the near future as the events of taking care of dad and mom even out. It is important to go all the way back to life in the womb to understand why poor health plagued my life.
In second grade, right after receiving the Polio vaccine my eyesight deteriorated to almost legally blind.
There was only one style of glasses back then...black horn-rimmed glasses. Over the years, my peers kept telling me I was the model for "Mr. Potato Head" or Alfred E. Newman in "Mad Comics."
As the quintessential nerd, life was pretty miserable.
Since I looked like my dad when he was young, I hated my image...wished I was dead. My only refuge was reading books and comics.
The irony of my eyesight was that I had perfect vision for one foot.
After this distance, everything was a blur. Books became my world...fantasy my reality. I dreamed about the super heroes...wishing I was one.
This fantasy world filled my mind as my grades continued to suffer.
It wasn't that I was dumb, but only extremely hyperactive...perhaps an undiagnosed ADDHD child, before it was discovered. Often I though, "If only I had muscles and super powers, people would be nice to me."
My only solace was mom and books about real and fictional heroes.
We were very similar emotionally and intellectually. It seemed like our thoughts and attitudes were the same. Our bond was incredible. Take a look at our biorhythm compatibility. The similarity is amazing.
My dad soon became angry at me because of my attitude toward him.
Our perspectives and paths were so different. We could not agree on anything...upset with each other most of the time. Of course, I rebelled against everything he stood for...delighted in making him angry with my strange choices, bizarre attitude and preoccupation with fantasy.
Once I learned about biorhythms in 1970, my life and relationships with my parents suddenly made a lot of sense.
My daily journals were invaluable as my study in the effectiveness of biorhythms progressed at a rapid rate. Soon, I began to understand the unique relationships with my parents and others prominent in my life.
You either marry your mother or father.
Do opposites really attract in marriage and relationships? If you look at compatibility scores between my mom an dad and Janet and myself, it is obvious I married a surrogate for my dad. We both married opposites, to complete our own weaknesses. We decided the more difficult path of working on our own insufficiencies, as did mom and Janet.
PS Here is a link to a biorhythm software program I use. The software programmer has done a phenomenal job with this software for a Palm OS operating system. The awesome news is that this software is free. There are no biorhythm programs I know that are better. I have evaluated them all and this beats all the others by light years.
To Be Continued...
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